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senyumnya….usilnya…sikap diamnya….msh ku ingat ..dan yg tak terlupakan…tatapan matanya itu…
sosok itu….aku tau…skrg ia ga butuh diberi uang ato materi apa2….yg ia butuhkan adalah doa..
aku hny bs berdoa…smoga Allah menerima semua amal ibadahmu… mengampuni semua dosamu…dan memberikan tempat terindah buatmu…Amiin ya Allah
sampai skrg….rasa kangen yg ku bawa dan ga sempat ku katakan wkt itu…msh ada….dan aku hny bs minta ke Allah utk menyampaikan rasaku itu padanya..
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